Now I Can Dance

>> 08 January 2010



So I hope this finds you well
Sun is shining down eastern valley ways
There's some news I need to tell you
Give my Mother a kiss
Tell her I'm ok
I recall her words
"If it's too easy
It never lasts"
I have compromised
But I'm finally free of the past

Now I can dance
Clouds have all disappeared
Freedom
I hold so dear
Cause nobody knows me here
Though I can only imagine the sadness
In your eyes
Please understand
Now I can dance

All alone the other night
I came to realize we'd be friends for life
It was always meant to be
For some people the heavens can get it so right

Like an angel you see
You have graciously offered a hand
You'd be so proud of me
Now I'm finally taking a stand

Chorus

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Another Day

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When Can I See You Again

>> 07 January 2010



When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does "you'll get over it" begin
I hear what you're saying
But I swear that it's not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
When can I breathe once again
And when can I see you

When does my "someday" begin
When I'll find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then, babe...
Do you see what I'm saying
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you... again

Yeah, baby
Do you see what I'm saying
Even if, if it's not making sense, baby
So when can I see you again

When can I see you again
Can my heart beat again, baby
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see, babe, again

Wanna see you again
Again...

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Breaking The Silence

>> 06 January 2010

After a week of gloomy days, difficult mornings and draining nursing care I'm breaking the silence.. Silence that crippled me to the core. Still, calm but hurting from inside. The pain in loss is definitely excruciating.. It prevented me from doing the passions that I used to share with someone. Yes. Sometimes people fall and get hurt out from the complexities most especially if one has build his/her world around someone so precious. I am in the process and the process has been difficult and draining. My mornings turned out to be a regimen of pillow sobs, runny nose and numbing throat. My nights were too slow and sometimes I just don't want to sleep to avoid the difficult waking moments.

Working conditions fluctuates from mild to extreme toxicity. Welling tears is inevitable at work and so as throwing up and puking out of anxiety. It throbs and synchronizes with the heart rhythm. I don't want to be an emotional vampire by writing long posts about the crisis that I am facing. And to you, you were the greatest.. Your imperfections are beautiful your sincerity has captured me. No one has matched your honesty and sincerity. Your beauty radiates in all areas and your words of comfort and endearment resonates within. It melted my heart even at this very day. You turned me head over heals. You drove me crazy... I know I have caused you some insecurities and some pain but I must say I was yours after all and no matter what complexities we both have, it's there... as what you've said it transcends. I don't know when will my heart shall be put at rest. All I know it's gonna take some time. Me encantas por siempre...

This song obviously, is in a woman's perspective. I must say that I am... and I think it's normal..



Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I?
Shoulda been in her place
Here I am
All alone imagining what could have been
If I had been there

[Chorus:]
Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And I don't get better than that
She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there

You know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind
Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn't (Hmm :-P)
I'll be waiting in the wings

La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl

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